Simple Things

I just want the simple things

I want you


I want my husband to be safe and secure in who he is and where he is in life. I know that he tries so hard to be the best him that he can be. Unresolved issues in his life has caused him to be insecure, incomplete and not enough for others. I believe that he is whole and complete. I want him to know that I love him with all my soul, not my heart. My heart will stop eventually, but my soul will live on.

I want my brother to come home from prison. 22 years is much too long. So much life has been lived in five years. People have been born and died in the time that he has gone. He has made some fucked up decisions and I wish I was aware on how bad they were. Maybe I could have did something to change his mind. I hate the justice system because they hang the petty thieves while the killers run free. Fucking America.

I want a true female friend. I want the type of friendship where we can see each other without makeup on a random Tuesday night while eating Chinese food. It would be cool to go on road trips and reminisce on embarrassing moments. I have friends, but it’s like they are phone friends and they live in the same city. Which really sucks. Maybe it’s me and I am not a good friend.

Instead of wanting, I need to realize that I have.

I have a husband who is funny, hardworking and a deep thinker.

I have an intelligent brother who loves to read the Bible.

I have 2 sisters who I love to hang out with.



Wish List

I want…

a pair of Chanel sunglasses because I always wanted a pair since college

double-pane windows so I won’t hear cars pass by while I am in the bed

to stop bleeding so I can stop financing Kotex and Always (fucking fibroids!)

to take my braids down so I can see how long my hair is

to watch Season 2 of HTGAWM on the Netflix (Hurry the fuck please!)

I want my friend to hurry up and pay for her plane ticket

20-30 tops to wear to brunch, church and the bar

5-6 pairs of wedges or heels that support my flat feet



Vegas Bitches!

for the 4th time.

What can I say? I can’t turn down a getaway. It’s gonna be lit bc my friend is coming along with my sisters and my mama. So, it’s like 8 of us going. Which is really cool because it’s last minute and it kinda worked out. Which is great because shit never really works out with us. We have issues getting together for dinner on a weekday. I am really excited to hang out with my friend who has never been to Vegas or a plane. It’s really cool because I have the travel bug and I just want to go everywhere.

February- Vegas

March- New Braunfels/BBQ Tour in Hill Country

April-??? (Sit my ass down and save money)

May-:( 😦 :(Try to hustle some money to move into a new place


July- Miami

Hopefully, everything works out. Hopefully, I can be an adult and save for trips.